My Opioid Addiction - A Piece Of Paper Almost Killed Me

It’s hard to believe that a simple piece of paper almost killed me. My opioid addiction began with a prescription for Oxycodone—a drug I obtained far too easily. Armed with a diagnosis of Ankylosing Spondylitis (AS), a chronic inflammatory arthritis affecting the spine, I walked into a pharmacy and left with a bottle of what I now call pure evil.

From the moment I filled my prescription, I was hooked. By the time I got to my car, I was crushing pills and snorting them through a straw to escape the withdrawal symptoms that left me physically ill. The relief was instantaneous. I felt invincible—my aches, pains, and worries disappeared as I tackled the day, high as a kite.

A Life Out of Control

I quickly spiraled out of control, snorting far more pills than prescribed and burning through my monthly supply in just a week. Desperate, I turned to street drugs to sustain my habit. The withdrawal symptoms when I ran out of pills were beyond unbearable:

• Excruciating body pain
• Cold sweats and racing thoughts
• Skyrocketing body temperature
• Severe constipation, nausea, and vomiting

My stomach pain was the worst I’d ever experienced—imagine the worst flu multiplied by ten, lasting for days. I begged for death on multiple occasions, as suicide and incarceration seemed like my only escape.

A Mother’s Love Is All That Could Save Me

One day, as I lay drenched in sweat and moaning in agony, my mother walked into my darkened room and said, “Get up, son. You’re going to rehab.” She packed my suitcase, drove me to the airport, and by the grace of God, I checked into a holistic treatment center in Southern California on March 6, 2015.

Looking back, I realize my mother was my savior that day, wearing an angel’s halo. Her unwavering love and determination rescued me when I couldn’t save myself. My family’s support became my lifeline, and I owe everything I am today to their love and mercy.

Fast Forward To Now

It’s been 2 ½ years since that life-changing day, and I’m amazed at how far I’ve come. Today, I’m a Sober Coach, dedicating my life to helping others escape the hell of addiction. My transformation may seem like a miracle, but it’s truly the result of incredible people who gave me a second chance at life.

A New Perspective on Life

During treatment, I experienced a spiritual awakening that reshaped my perception of reality. I learned to live in the moment and let go of shame, guilt, anger, and fear. One quote from the book Zen and the Art of Happiness became my guiding principle:

“Everything that happens to me is the best possible thing that can happen to me”  

Addiction Didn’t Kill Me

Addiction didn’t kill me, and I feel a deep obligation to help others still trapped in its grip. My journey proves that recovery is possible and that there’s hope for anyone willing to fight for it.

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